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Saturday, November 20, 2010
Dear Diary , Those day i am thinking while i am holding his art book , I cried ... , walk into a ROOM dunno why ...nothing to think Just that thinking the times that u given me .... Bearing on the tears not to drop but once again its drop ... I now was like dk what i wanted inside my hearts caring him more then that .... But now....Holding bak the tears , Its over ... 1 week past ... Recently my back bone damn pain ....even take a light thing also got problem ... Must go and see a doctor ...i think so ... Sians .... and recently Jubeating <3 all that with Darren / H0ng / Jieh they all ... Nothing much , go out with alec they all also .... Even tried to smile , yeah ....smiling , but indeed my hearts didn't feel good ... Even no one notice how its was ....heart stucking pain .... I dk why ? and why ? i going his wall for no reason .... Since i say i want forget but what i did ....was can't and impossible myself to do it . Did i do unfair to you ? That suet wei told me i do unfair to you , for my own decision thats make you sad ....i dk but once i cares you more , did most ...even tried to go out with guy smiling all the way ...But i just can't whatever i do ...i just can't possible ... and i once walk every place thats we go before ... ad there i think many memories with you . Thee place we met in skul while i going school ....The place where we always go ... i always go such place / always walk to there without any reason .... Making me half death eh .... I even remember whatever things that its was .... without reason i walk to the place that we always went before ....); why should i do that ....i really enugh of it lerh ...tiredness keep coming ); Do i become like this ...... Do i know how u feel now , i didn't knew ? If i really do unfair for you ...i should say sorry ....erm... I really dk what should i say , everytime i listen song ...I open a song that u always open without reason when i message .... I press wrong thing and saw ur msg without reason .... I saw and i didn't bear to deleted it .... So i read over , and i drop tears again ... the art book while we outside mac u draw my art book ...While i open i saw it ... I dk why every time i saw ur belonging the memories still there and i cried ..... ); Why ? Why ? i really dunno how lerh ........ Wo zhen de hao lei orh ........... Wo zhen de hao ai ta ...dan wo zhi dao bu ke neng zai yi bei zi .... One day our age mature ....things will change definitely heart hurts worst then now .... so decided to let go of it ..... Haishh ----- End diary , |
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