haishh , Eventually those nonsense had enough of me too ....

Friendship problem , relationship problem .
Totally make me dunno how to stands .

Now the only one whom will not quarrel with me is My Xingan .
Even gap 1 years we didn't even quarrel at all without any thing
She knew me well then other , while i sad she will cheer me up no matter what .
Now i understand without true friend i still had someone that understand my feeling .
Thats her ..... she the one whom understand much about me , we wont quarrel
she fall i fall , If really she had anything that sad , i will let her lay on . 
Cause she my only dearest trust .


Even now i look like death person i dunno what i am doing , i going Mia lerh ...

But i promise her wont , i wont fall ...if i nearly gotta fall i will intend to stand up right .
I wont ...i promise ...Thats what i could ...
Now just tried to forget him ..... FORGET HIM let my life get better ....
Daphne xingan u also ^^ Understood ? D;


Remind the time when i was smile i was lost in a shopping centre and i can't find 
mama thats time i afraid losing mummy i find the whole shopping mall
That time the afraid come to me now to lose him ....But i promise i need toooo ...really forget him
The time being with him 31/08/2010 , I was happy , 
Lets says from the beginning i knew him from general office outside ...
i not knew him much slowly slowly talk ...
After those day slacking , from teacher days u ask me for stead while i on facebook
that time i real thought ...through and accepted it ...
The time being with you , i feel happy until days past ....
Everytime u told me that meet at somewhere , u always late ...
waited u even 1 hrs/2hrs i will not mumbling only that will patience to wait you
But tiredness keep coming to me to me again and again slowly tiredness become loss
......Friendship problem coming also ...i wont knew how friend treated me as ...wanted me 
they will talk to me nice , while something happen they wont help , i am thinking?
Is it friend like that treat me ? Does they really my true friend that i should trust .
sometime while we quarrel , u always talk behind back of me while we be friend again ?
U say u never , those is act or real did?
I dunno ........ Friend ? does that really that trusted...);
Relationship ? Does it consist me to love so deep for unforgettable him
wo zhen de hen xiang wang ji ta orh .....
Ni zhi dao ma ...wo hao ai ni orh ...dan you zen yang ?

Wo neng gai bian ming yun ma ? wo bu neng ......
dan shi ni dai gei wo de zhi shi kai xin gen lei ....
wo hao lei ni zhi dao ma .....wo jue de wo men dou bu zhi dao yao shen me ?
Ru guo zhen de you yi tian wo men zai yi qi jiu le , Wo men cheng shou le .... 
Wo jue de hao lei yin wei ni yi zhi zhe yang .... wo hui bu hui na shi shuo fen shou?
Ni hui bu hui gen nan shou ? .....
Thats why i rather now ended it then choosen to go through more deep love for you .
So sorry if i am unfair to you );