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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Dear diary , Think through lots yeah ! Recently also quite good lerh :> Not so unhappy either too ...Just that need someone to talk through some happy things Out , peii friend play audition . Knew lots of them lol :X yesterday abit blurr hahas then say beer thing then friend (Dream) say BO JIO :X Then i say next time sure jio ya ...Then gib couple scold = = " Cry yeah ~ Haishh --- Recently also smile lots lerh wont so half dead yeah ~ Zhong yu xiang tong le !! Bu hui zai shang xin liao .... Zhen de hao kai xin orh ... While thing past let go isn't it ? be happy everyday without relationship also good what ! >< End diary , Single always <3 Friday, November 26, 2010 Dear Diary , Recently how its been ? SUp Bro LOL :X recently keep audi - Dk why eh ? Know some of the audi friend . Some my Mummy/Honey/Darling/BABY ! Playing clubs knew some dk who lai de? Ask for facebook eh ... yesterday got a girl .. Stole club room plus kick us . Then tio own by us ...spam her ... Then nobody play with her that time .... i want Use noob account to disiao to pass bak dj then got a guy ask for a hotmail & Fb for L> Cpl to me . Then i gib lurh , then added me , Eventually A XiaoDIDI lol?! Then spam that time i knew my honey they all ... They open a chat room then we inside chat , Then Darren come . Then play with me club all the way lurh ... Eventually ....he angry wo eh ...he stalk me . I only say greentea find redtea is easy ...mean greentea plus red paint ma ... Then he say me then almost quarrel lurh ... Yesterday Went to northpoint too ....Buy lots of thing .... The next week ...gotta go somewhere buy things then my god-father ...say when u buy up all the thing Then Collect money from him ...Then next week i should buy bags, clothes , all those stuff needed for use ... DefinitelY SHOES ! cause a nice shoes can take us to somewhere thats is nice . Isn't it ? LOL :X ... This week days was quite a fun day eventually ya .... i enjoy lots of things . Long time no smile liao ... Should smile , Cause every moment in our life should be happy isn't it ? It will keep more good memories than bad memories ya .... Hehes...i push up myself to do whatever i really wanted lerh .. And definitely things should clear up lerh .... Totally had a great day for it D; hehes SUP -TOF ? ... Sianz ...hehes (: Anyway yesterday also just top-up my handphone , talking to BEN JIA MIN! Hahaahahahahas (: He say long time no see my smile , this time round will derh Try to meet u guys up often eh ! :X Love ya so much ... LOL? what i am saying Love ya as friend ? That should be correct x.x Today lynnette birthday with her enjoy ya ! LYNNETTE STAY AS CHIO AS NOW ! ENJOY UR DAY , LAOPO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA ! ;D End diary. Thursday, November 25, 2010 Dear diary , A new day start ya .... Yesterday totally quite a good days or dk ? Hahas yesterday playing audi half , Mummy say : Go sleep hor ! Then i faster off computer then about that Darren call me . Then he at audi told me Must remind him Brush teeth then i told him Then he say ya hor ! Then his Dii pick up de called , Then he wats up sis ! me : Watsup bro ! Then we chat awhile he came back ...then he with me chat lurh ... Nothing much .... Then yesterday Chiong audi dens Then Darren say : I got is money , u see i so rich ! I say : lol -.-lll Mind thinking (Too much money on his mind issit ?) Yesterday quite fun niah .... After chatting with him until 1 plus like that going 2 am Then i go sleep , at the bed cannot sleep . Thinking lots of things .... thinking that i should face the fact that i had break I had lose him by my own words , so no point going back Now is the time to think about happy times , And yesterday Fever niah! Catch a cold . Then i sleeping from noon to evening while Darren call me niah ! Then .....wake up liao , giddy giddy like this then 2 days no go CCA for symphonic band ! Because of Stupid fever lurh ! -.- Then today PSLE result getting back , Wish Xingan Get her result good ar . Worries about her result ! Sian eh .... Recently ....moodless , health more weak le ar ... Dunno why .....bearing too dun think too much of such thing lerh ... Like darren say " Dun think too much la " Haishh --- But can i ? That day suet wei told me " that day saw him , he ask me to ask you to pass bak the art book" me " yeah i knew , but i dk how pass bak eh " suet wei " then ...?" Me " Help me pass bak eh " Suet wei " u tell elfin pass bak ar...." Me " Haishh nevermind reopen school tell someone put at his table then can lerh " (That time i real think lots of thing ) he forget me lerh ba ....then i should let go lerh ...isn't it ? Haishh Nevermind larh , at least got Honey , Xingan , Laogong , Baby , Korh , GF ... They all treat me very good ar .... They teng wo hen duo ..... Wo cong lai zai xue xiao mei you ren zen me dui wo hao guo Zi you na xie.....zai wai de peng you men dui wo hao ! :X Na wo jiu zhu gou le bu shi ma ? O; Zui jing xin qing ye shi yi xia zhi di yi xia zhi gao , zhen de shi bu zhi dao , dao di yao zhuo shen me ? Haishh bu yao xiang le ....Fan zheng dou jue ding fang xia lerh ... Wednesday, November 24, 2010 Dear diary , This those day i realise many thing . I thought friendship could last forever , But what i think was no one is a true friend . While u get mad each other talk bad behind the person . While u not angry and be good with her the same problem also will come, Now was like .... very moodless orh ... tio misunderstood . Then help also been scold , Relationship eh ...complicated much .... Xingan what should i Do O; ? O.O trusted most the more been betray , But with Daphne ...i didn't quarrel , we will never quarrel even we gap just one year we still understand each other more .... Wonder how he been ? Art book haven give back yet too .... Today flip over again , cry again -.-lll Wo zhen de bu zhi dao wei shen me wo zen me sha . Hao xiang zhen de bu zhi dao yao shen me cai hao ?? You yi ju hua shuo ai yi ge ren bu xu yao ren he li you dan ru guo zuo cuo lerh jiu bu neng zai hui tou lerh . Wo zhen de hao lei orh ...ming ming zhi dao ai ni que fang kai le ni ....Dan wo zhi dao jiang lai hai shi hui fen shuo ar.... Ni zhi dao zai na shi hou gen ni zai yi qi de shi hou you duo me de hao duo me de xin fu , dan ne? Wo bu neng .....yin wei wo zhi dao zhong you yi tian ni hai shi hui li kai de Bu shi ma ? O; Wo hao xiang ni orh ....zhen derh ....Jiu suan wo yi gen ni fen shuo . Dan wo zhi xiang kan dao ni ma .. Nan dao kan dao ni de ji hui dou mei you ma ? .... Wei shen me wo hai nian nian bu wang zhe ni ne ? Bu shi shuo hao wang ji de ma ....Dan wo zhi dao wo bu ke neng? Cong lai mei you zhen de ai guo yi ge ren zhe yang guo ... zhe shi di yi ci ye shi zui hou yi ci ba .... Xi wang wo huan le ni de shu , Dan que pa kan dao ni , mei nian jian ni de wo ....que hao lei orh ... Pa kan dao ni ..... Bu dong zen yang , jue de dui ni hen bu gong ping ... Dan you zhen yang? ...... Ni neng hui lai , bu neng ma ? .... suo yi ... Wo zhi hao fang xia yi qie , Zhong tou kai shi guo wo de ren sheng ba .... wo xiang tong le ....Wo bu neng zai zhe yang xia qu Ru guo zhen de you yi tian wo zhen zhuo qi lai dou bu neng de hua ? Daphne zen yang ban ? Suo yi da yin le ta wo bu neng ban dao ... End diary. Tuesday, November 23, 2010 Dear Diary , Date 23 november 2010 Everything change , Surrounding also change , so think everything exist not in the world , as long it live . U doesn't expect anyone trust at all cause u knew urself better than other isn't it ? Haishh this long time many thing could hardly change we no longer knew ourself . Like i say this few day i dun even knew what i am doing , Its all look like a dream to me . Could hardly seen clear by my own . Tiredness , feel like sleeping all the way throughout , haishh , Eventually those nonsense had enough of me too .... Friendship problem , relationship problem . Totally make me dunno how to stands . Now the only one whom will not quarrel with me is My Xingan . Even gap 1 years we didn't even quarrel at all without any thing She knew me well then other , while i sad she will cheer me up no matter what . Now i understand without true friend i still had someone that understand my feeling . Thats her ..... she the one whom understand much about me , we wont quarrel she fall i fall , If really she had anything that sad , i will let her lay on . Cause she my only dearest trust . Even now i look like death person i dunno what i am doing , i going Mia lerh ... But i promise her wont , i wont fall ...if i nearly gotta fall i will intend to stand up right . I wont ...i promise ...Thats what i could ... Now just tried to forget him ..... FORGET HIM let my life get better .... Daphne xingan u also ^^ Understood ? D; Remind the time when i was smile i was lost in a shopping centre and i can't find mama thats time i afraid losing mummy i find the whole shopping mall That time the afraid come to me now to lose him ....But i promise i need toooo ...really forget him The time being with him 31/08/2010 , I was happy , Lets says from the beginning i knew him from general office outside ... i not knew him much slowly slowly talk ... After those day slacking , from teacher days u ask me for stead while i on facebook that time i real thought ...through and accepted it ... The time being with you , i feel happy until days past .... Everytime u told me that meet at somewhere , u always late ... waited u even 1 hrs/2hrs i will not mumbling only that will patience to wait you But tiredness keep coming to me to me again and again slowly tiredness become loss ......Friendship problem coming also ...i wont knew how friend treated me as ...wanted me they will talk to me nice , while something happen they wont help , i am thinking? Is it friend like that treat me ? Does they really my true friend that i should trust . sometime while we quarrel , u always talk behind back of me while we be friend again ? U say u never , those is act or real did? I dunno ........ Friend ? does that really that trusted...); Relationship ? Does it consist me to love so deep for unforgettable him wo zhen de hen xiang wang ji ta orh ..... Ni zhi dao ma ...wo hao ai ni orh ...dan you zen yang ? Wo neng gai bian ming yun ma ? wo bu neng ...... dan shi ni dai gei wo de zhi shi kai xin gen lei .... wo hao lei ni zhi dao ma .....wo jue de wo men dou bu zhi dao yao shen me ? Ru guo zhen de you yi tian wo men zai yi qi jiu le , Wo men cheng shou le .... Wo jue de hao lei yin wei ni yi zhi zhe yang .... wo hui bu hui na shi shuo fen shou? Ni hui bu hui gen nan shou ? ..... Thats why i rather now ended it then choosen to go through more deep love for you . So sorry if i am unfair to you ); Monday, November 22, 2010 Dear Diary , Doesn't mean real lots to me already ! Even does also get miserable eh . anyway also quite a fun day today indeed ! And also tmrl got Band too ~ haishh --- I really miss the day u with me ); But i just can't bear ...... Today was like okok de mood but why i become like this i also dk Just that wishes to pass the art book bak to you . Without seeing you ....Its feel awkward/weird anyway next year also will lesser meet so nevermind then , Haishh :X End diary . Sunday, November 21, 2010 Dear Diary , This been while think through lerh , like he say no use to think about the past liao . Anyway today also not in a good mood ... Haishh AUDI <3 deprove too .... Wonder when would i forget him ....Like Daphne say . Seriously holding bak the tear , the tear will drop easily .... Caring to knew what he been ? ... And darren come bak from Bintan too ...On fone with him now ... Eventually without him .... i lose faith but i will continue going my life too Throughout day friendship i really did hurt ..... ); sad ar ..... end diary. Saturday, November 20, 2010 Dear Diary , Those day i am thinking while i am holding his art book , I cried ... , walk into a ROOM dunno why ...nothing to think Just that thinking the times that u given me .... Bearing on the tears not to drop but once again its drop ... I now was like dk what i wanted inside my hearts caring him more then that .... But now....Holding bak the tears , Its over ... 1 week past ... Recently my back bone damn pain ....even take a light thing also got problem ... Must go and see a doctor ...i think so ... Sians .... and recently Jubeating <3 all that with Darren / H0ng / Jieh they all ... Nothing much , go out with alec they all also .... Even tried to smile , yeah ....smiling , but indeed my hearts didn't feel good ... Even no one notice how its was ....heart stucking pain .... I dk why ? and why ? i going his wall for no reason .... Since i say i want forget but what i did ....was can't and impossible myself to do it . Did i do unfair to you ? That suet wei told me i do unfair to you , for my own decision thats make you sad ....i dk but once i cares you more , did most ...even tried to go out with guy smiling all the way ...But i just can't whatever i do ...i just can't possible ... and i once walk every place thats we go before ... ad there i think many memories with you . Thee place we met in skul while i going school ....The place where we always go ... i always go such place / always walk to there without any reason .... Making me half death eh .... I even remember whatever things that its was .... without reason i walk to the place that we always went before ....); why should i do that ....i really enugh of it lerh ...tiredness keep coming ); Do i become like this ...... Do i know how u feel now , i didn't knew ? If i really do unfair for you ...i should say sorry ....erm... I really dk what should i say , everytime i listen song ...I open a song that u always open without reason when i message .... I press wrong thing and saw ur msg without reason .... I saw and i didn't bear to deleted it .... So i read over , and i drop tears again ... the art book while we outside mac u draw my art book ...While i open i saw it ... I dk why every time i saw ur belonging the memories still there and i cried ..... ); Why ? Why ? i really dunno how lerh ........ Wo zhen de hao lei orh ........... Wo zhen de hao ai ta ...dan wo zhi dao bu ke neng zai yi bei zi .... One day our age mature ....things will change definitely heart hurts worst then now .... so decided to let go of it ..... Haishh ----- End diary , Friday, November 19, 2010 Dear Diary , (Feel so awkward this day!) Those day pass ~ Since everything saw clear , why not let go ?? Why keep thinking him , why go his wall ? U crazy already is it .... Is u the one whom break why u must like this ? Why ?! ); Bu shi shuo hao fang kai ta de ma ? Give him find his happiness then u will happy isn't it ? Cindy , clear ur mind , wash your face . Nothing would happen isn't it ? Wo bu dong wei shen me wo ai ni de fang shi , Gen bei ren bu yi yang :X Wo cong lai mei ai guo yi ge ren jiang guo .... Wo zhen de hao sha orh ..... 我很累哦....真的很累...为什么我会这样傻去爱一个人 ? 不是说好放弃他,让自己重新开始做人吗? xiang le hao jiu .....orh ....Hurts in hearts but another party dk ? But to me i just want to treat his as friend even we can't be couple ......that enugh for me isn't it .....Wo zhen de zhen de hao lei ar.....I just want to try my best to forget you .....Then everything will be fine ...But its take lot of time , My hearts suffer now then after ....End diary .Thursday, November 18, 2010 Dear Diary (Went to sembawang shopping centre & ITE skul in CCK & Bugis street) Eventually afternoon around 12 plus i went to meet Darren at sembawang shopping centre but inside no fun so we decided to go my house then we think of the way walking home from sembawang shopping center so we ....walk then raining , Nevermind continue walk Then after that reach home , jieh./H0ng Kor go to school For something then ask us go lurh . Then we go ... lurh . Then reach that ITE School , wasei so big like hotel like that , still got shop and save , And there de shop and save more cheaper then outside de shop and save we went inside kor keep seeing his thing and say i want want , laughing all the way , Then after awhile we went to H0ng Kor house to play with JARON . then about 7-8 pm we went to take bus go bugis then That blurr darren very cute dunno how to go bak home to take what bus , say lerh also dk want take taxi . Then i tell him ur mummy going bugis what then u at their wait her lurh then he call his mother and told her . On the way at the bus he keep pinch me , he abuse me T.T we at bus fight Then he seat infront of me i seat behind , beside nobody seat lol Then he keep make me then i pull his hair . Fight with him at the bus LOL xP then after that went to buy clothes he buy red black , i buy red white lol Then he went off cause his mum come lerh then me and jieh / Kor went to see shirts all that... Then went to eat MAC then go Jubeat XP Shuang eh ...IMPROVE LOTS . hehes good then , when going home lerh around 12 plus then Darren keep remind me that shirt must fen kai xi Then i say okok then he say i good hor i say yaya then we chat until 2 am . Then i go sleep . Monday, November 15, 2010 Dear Diary , Yesterday went out with emily to sembawang shopping center. We at there walk everywhere we want and we went to water splash park sitting at there There are some fotos D;    Through those memories with STEAD ! Anyway , after that i walk past New york ! i Saw H0ng kor /Jieh then emily go home then .... Darren off work liao , Jesyln Jieh break time . So we went to water splash park , seat at there slacking . Stupid darren scold me shorty , Then after that he went home he called me .... We chat around 1 am .... Then at night while i starring at the sky ... I saw many stars ...and yet i saw SHOOTING star >< D; Then Darren say i also want see , But he cannot see hahas (: Darren u really did stupid . Today u called me and wake me up while i am sleeping , I want to continue sleep also cannot Keep RING RING RING later late for work ar.... hahas Then ........ eventually i saw a drawing block ....today while i wake up . Then was his things i dunno how to gib him back ....But maybe i will ask friend to pass bak too .....Haishh ---- End diary, Later gotta meet alec and Joceyln (: GAN KOR/MEIH hehes D;Sunday, November 14, 2010 Dear diary , I couldn't sleep ); I pretended every day to sleep to prevent my tear going down . Seriously everytime when i lay down on the bed let me remind of .... The first time that u are in general office outside playing piano .. And i ask u knew how to play anot U say u didn't knew how to play ... While on PE time , i lay on the matress u ask me why u at there lying , i say i want to sleep . U smiled to me . Height and weight that time , u ask me whats my height and weight ? I dunwan gib u see , After that the day after , we slack about a week . Until Teacher that day , u ask me for a stead when i on my computer in Facebook . First day of stead , i went to school u smile to me that time is my good memories day by days past u treat me very very well , i didn't knew my love you was deep . That day is the day whom u first ask me while we quarrel and say break , That time . I did cry badly and badly , worst .....i can't lose you at all that time my heart stuck a thing like this its was like same as now . This time round i dk what i wanted and break with you , Maybe my heart feeling was like this . Even i cried all over its nothing just over . I love you so deep , But to me i can't confirm anything to you but u did . I still remember the day while i ask for break , that day was the last day and my happiness for the last i had , u gib me a warmness hug i ever get >< That enough for me already , i Love you nothing would change . 73 days ended <3 This 73 days u brought me happiness / sadness . That should be a real love to me , but now to me i think i duno what i wanted immature to know what i want if one day i change , i ask u for break the same situation was u will get hurt so why not end here. The last time ...and the only last i could say my heart still on you . But if like this i will kept the memories without you . hope u find ur happiness without me . Maybe next ....Ur gf will ...better than me x100 Your love to me is enough and greatly thanks and i enjoy the day with you throughout my day <3 Saturday, November 13, 2010 Dear Diary , Often did so ....from yesterday night i can't had a good sleep . Turn turn turn also want turn where ? O; I really damn feel thing like stucking on my hearts . Its was hardly breath i dunno why.... Just that i knew i choosen my choice to leave you already . Whether its hurt my ownself i also does it .... I naw feeling low , Feel like shouting out & feel better .... What i did i had done , so now the time to endure the pain ... Slowly the pain will dissapear just that i wanted to see his happiness without me . Naws ...Was like my heart still loving him but my mind doesn't want me to do so . I think after i had really clear my mind , its doesn't so pain . Maybe i just watching him to be happy without me . CINDY CHEONG ! Treat him as friend , Get the FACT clear !! Dun go his wall already it will make u think more & hardly can't clear the pain ! >< End diary, Friday, November 12, 2010 Dear diary , Single today onwards , Since i make my decision so clear that i dunno what i really wanted , Memories with you was so good to remind of ...just take the good dream just ended . I dunno how i endure my pain , and its not you hurt me , is me the one who hurt you more. & First time break the pain hurt was worst than now . I cried for ? Even i cry he knew ma? he dunno , so what for crying . Now second time of my decision to break i will bear the tear from dropping down . Even heart pain , Or just that .... soonly will recover le ba ... Maybe i hurts him lot then i thought so ...... Asking for break cause i doesn't knew what i wanted , we both haven knew what we had in future . When time ripe we two become adults , our minds are differently change and find it unsuitable .That wat i think so ... after i send the chat messgae for you , i went bak to a room & think many things . Even want cried , holding the tear not to drop >< My hearts on you yet i decided to let go .... i hurt you damn lot , isn't it ? So treat me as a bad person on your life , i dun mind whether u hate me anot . Just that i dun find it suitable for the time being . time mature things may will change . So see what future on my 16 will be ... I totally change a person , so whether hate me is up to you . U didn't hurt me at all , i am the one who did . Wednesday, November 10, 2010 Dear Diary , Lets clear all those immature memories to keep on going my life , Those memories could hardly say i was a stupid blurr person that are sort of immature minds to make someone hurt without considerate what i done to make a person sad . This thought of things was stupid right now to me . x.x Immature minds must clear and mature minds appear , nows i knew what things had been going on already , Yeahs i did had the right to be love , But love last long by not last forever unless u are mature to maintain . Nawadays Guys below 18 sort of immature , So why not don't had a relationship and getting hurt . Unless u knew and you also dun bother like me . Comparison better and better thats what i thought ? But do that guy love me ? i didn't thought of . That guy walk off thought i will go to him , can't possible to me right naws already If he dunwan me he treat me as nothing , take me as toy , want me come dunwan me , throw then fine . I also dunwan liao . Hack care x.x This sort of things i dun care le , unless he is faithful to me , >< Until the last .... That what i thought . Now i should be mature , I regret everything and feel sorry to the one whom deep love me & hurt them for my own immature minds . That make me feel so dissapointed to myself for freaking reason . x.x I dunwan to regret anything anymore . Just that i want my life to be good . 16 is quite mature to decides thing wanted so ....let see my future of my 16 years old in 2 year . End diary . Huixin . Thursday, November 4, 2010 5 october 2010 today ! :X Dear Diary , This few days lot of spreading thing hads happen ! & i tio been ask like investigate me like that , idiot eh ! x.x I told you truth lerh u want me what ? Say i accept him lerh issit ! Fck I got Boyfriend eh .... How could i go accept someone , stupid . Telling you truth dun believe ar... Anyway so concern for what , U also not his gf ? LOL . But i dk larh just hack care . Those days message keep coming , Find guy are weirdo then i thought . Anyway yesterday quite tiring , Help Jieh jieh work ... Many small kids damn cute eh ... Hahahahahhahas :X Love Kids !! ~ Nowadays kids are cuter eh ... Got a kids say she dance ballet ~ And she at infront dance to me eh ... Cutes siah ~ Anyway Drill next week coming ~ Though , No shelter dey ....That day sun burn issit , so hot and tiring . Sweat . LOL! Standing under the sun Nevermind eh ...Learning things must had determined ~ Isn't it .... hehes End diary , Empire Luvs-Hiddens .Tuesday, November 2, 2010 02 november 2010 (Fcking bastard day!) Dear diary , Today wtf -.- lurh ... knn help him la ...go help , i nevermind want . U always do that . He very good issit , more good than me , then go ahead la , cb -.- Say my friend suck like hell , Ur leh ! Wtf -.- Keep scold me then keep say issit ur friend ask u to tell me such nonsense eh ! U help me before issit ? Help him , aiyaaaa he very good la~ Go la ! Fck off my days la , Fck the day upside down :@ Even i say how many time , outsider also very good hor ~ Trust him la~ -.-" KNN (School days & Jieyi celebration ) Band today quite fun but not so in a good mood either ~ everything so unwell Then today went to causeway to accomapny jieyi , cause her birthday , But i like also no in the mood eh .....today went home alone ~ Take bus also alone , walk home also alone ~ Lonely eh ~ Late come home tio scolded nevermind , still gib jieh add salt add sugar -.- Even though today also bad day ~ Kin help outsider to talk then own daughter -.-" F3 ..... Tell her no she dun believe , outsider say all is yes yes yes ! :X i hate this life already . Totally suck my entirely life , I hope one day move out of this house Independent myself , Sometime students had their own life , they want to had a freedom , Get whatever they wanted . They just want to had a free time with friend until 6 plus cause of birthday party , late 30 minutes tio scold . Everything why can't i ? I just want to play , go out with friend only what -.- Like that also wrong , stay at home can do what ? Do bullshit ar ! Boring until sians . At home also quarrel , tio scold ! I birthday celebrate alone eh .... this year . I hate this year life idiot -.- I wanted just to go with friends , play with them . Until around 5 plus come home only what -.- Say until i been gib people learn spoil .... I wanted freedom , not much just go out awhile around coming evening 4-5 plus come home only what Like that i am enugh ? But u gib me what , came home tio scold , whatever thing scold . I am not ur rubbish to vent anger on ! Even whatever do u just see until bue song then why dun u dun born me out :@ I really thought ? Do u really love / trust me as a daughter anot ? End diary , Empire Luvs-Hiddens <3Monday, November 1, 2010 1/11/2010 of the days eh .... Dear Diary , (went out with Bii <3 ) Today went out to find Bii had a fun day with him , so edmund too ^__^ But today quite fun (: He say me dunno how to count , maths failed eh ... ): Nevermind , i stupid ma .... He like can already . Even i bluurr or whatever , as long as he love me i dun mind at all . Haishh --- Today even though its damn nicee And great days ehhhhh..... (Sad stupid nonsense thing !!!!) Why can't you let go me and find someone better , u doesn't exist in my life . I dunno who you are either ? But can't you just stop calling me . Although thanks to you today no call me . But eventually u make my day fck upside down eh .... U wanted to get what u wanted and u tried to get what u want , But to you , I will say " U are totally impossible to me to love with , cause i had my own life , My own happiness " Other guys woo or whatever they dun even try to use such tricks to get what u want , But does you ? .... I hate you to interfere my life ehhhhhhh .... Don't make me so tired , please .........): I begggg you . Even how many times u tried , answer still same . So lets me go and let me had my own life I this few days keep feeling low cuz of this , so dun make me say one more time again ! :X I could only tell you " I love the ones is the ones whom i now with even he hurt me how many time , Dunwan me or even quarrel i will still rely him at all times , cause i love him without any regret " So give me ur bless for him and me , dun keep ....Like this ): I beggggg you T.T End diary , Empire Luvs-Hiddens <3 |
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