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Friday, October 22, 2010
Dear Diary , 23 october 2010 Yesterday was so damn tiring , almost going faint lucky still had energy to hold on . Now i understand the feeling its definitely damn pain , while i run and walk off ... crying over . Pretend not to be cried was hardly task , even had a trust on a guy sometime things goes differently , and time will just to be opposite what u had . The feeling was damn pain like going to die , Like heart stucking a things very pain ...very hard to breath ....Haishh --- yesterday run home to cried , until cool down awhile jieh jieh / kor kor bring me go arcade play . I meet alec kor kor go out peii wo ...play . He make me chill up , Thanks alot to him . Haishh --- Now how pain its was to go through a relationship ... when times come to break it pain like damn hell like that . Isn't i too foolish to keep cried ? I didn't even cried while i break with a guy , But why should be him ? Why should i cry damn badly becuz of him . I totally dunno ....now everything is okkays le after the wake but something like stucking at my heart like very xin ku ..... ....Just pretend nothing happen from yesterday ba ...slowly forget it everything will be alright . Best way is buy beer and drunk and forget . I want to be the ones he love , its so hard .... i dunwan to fought or quarrel with him le .... quarrel can brought up break up? ): i dk why the time he say that my heart was like saying i dunwan to cried After he walk off ....i walk away ...and run and cry , I dk how ?? I dunwan this memories , i wanted to throw out that day happen de thing , But hards and hards ... Will he love me always ? i am wondering all this while .......people say i was a playgirl , i nevermind with it . Cause i did last time . But now different ... i dk how much i love him until like this ar .... i also dunno why feel so scare about you , like u had change another person . Yesterday that how i feel ...i feel so scary while ur look given to me ...i dun dare to upright my head i even dun dare to hold you while u started to repell me ..... what should i do ? I think too much le .........Pretend to be normal better ? .... haishhh ....But once i saw ur face it make me feel u are scary , But i will try to pretend not too ..... haishh - - -End diary , Mini Luvs-Whitey <333 |
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