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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Does true love take a long time to experience about it ? O; I wonder , i wish after today he wont message me such thing that its will make me cried ..... I knew i do wrong , i asking for a break mean seperate , That time i ask u reconsider if u reconsider that break its better than put single statue , so ...Its mean we are over since u put a single statue .... That time yeah ...i am crying very jialat . But what was is that i type i can't take bak its word lerh ... watever i do ...its doesn't belong to me lerh .... Even though u still like the past whom always say me shorty or whatever ... i dun mind about it too ...But what was that .... I still can't forget you i dunno how face u in school too ... i feel sorry for you that what i does too ..... Yeah , I love you but i dun think in this age i knew what i really wanted , If one day also will seprated derh ...so why not seperate early ... I just only with u 2 months and yet my feeling to you , was damn pain , i dk why )); Haishh ----Wednesday, December 1, 2010 Dear Diary , Yesterday just brought my things , although fun days ... But yasss ....stupid day coming for nothings , I feel like going somewhere know one knews . Idiot niah -.- Dun like those days , Freaking bored , Plus Freak that ... Never do anything kena scold , FOR nothing >< Yesterday fun , not fun , randomly >< Dun like thats .... Wishes to move away faster when i above 20 yr olds Going to earn money from next years to Buy laptop . (For myself.) Soonly dunneed use things that i dun really like it . FREAK ttm -.-" Saturday, November 27, 2010 Dear diary , Think through lots yeah ! Recently also quite good lerh :> Not so unhappy either too ...Just that need someone to talk through some happy things Out , peii friend play audition . Knew lots of them lol :X yesterday abit blurr hahas then say beer thing then friend (Dream) say BO JIO :X Then i say next time sure jio ya ...Then gib couple scold = = " Cry yeah ~ Haishh --- Recently also smile lots lerh wont so half dead yeah ~ Zhong yu xiang tong le !! Bu hui zai shang xin liao .... Zhen de hao kai xin orh ... While thing past let go isn't it ? be happy everyday without relationship also good what ! >< End diary , Single always <3 Friday, November 26, 2010 Dear Diary , Recently how its been ? SUp Bro LOL :X recently keep audi - Dk why eh ? Know some of the audi friend . Some my Mummy/Honey/Darling/BABY ! Playing clubs knew some dk who lai de? Ask for facebook eh ... yesterday got a girl .. Stole club room plus kick us . Then tio own by us ...spam her ... Then nobody play with her that time .... i want Use noob account to disiao to pass bak dj then got a guy ask for a hotmail & Fb for L> Cpl to me . Then i gib lurh , then added me , Eventually A XiaoDIDI lol?! Then spam that time i knew my honey they all ... They open a chat room then we inside chat , Then Darren come . Then play with me club all the way lurh ... Eventually ....he angry wo eh ...he stalk me . I only say greentea find redtea is easy ...mean greentea plus red paint ma ... Then he say me then almost quarrel lurh ... Yesterday Went to northpoint too ....Buy lots of thing .... The next week ...gotta go somewhere buy things then my god-father ...say when u buy up all the thing Then Collect money from him ...Then next week i should buy bags, clothes , all those stuff needed for use ... DefinitelY SHOES ! cause a nice shoes can take us to somewhere thats is nice . Isn't it ? LOL :X ... This week days was quite a fun day eventually ya .... i enjoy lots of things . Long time no smile liao ... Should smile , Cause every moment in our life should be happy isn't it ? It will keep more good memories than bad memories ya .... Hehes...i push up myself to do whatever i really wanted lerh .. And definitely things should clear up lerh .... Totally had a great day for it D; hehes SUP -TOF ? ... Sianz ...hehes (: Anyway yesterday also just top-up my handphone , talking to BEN JIA MIN! Hahaahahahahas (: He say long time no see my smile , this time round will derh Try to meet u guys up often eh ! :X Love ya so much ... LOL? what i am saying Love ya as friend ? That should be correct x.x Today lynnette birthday with her enjoy ya ! LYNNETTE STAY AS CHIO AS NOW ! ENJOY UR DAY , LAOPO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA ! ;D End diary. Thursday, November 25, 2010 Dear diary , A new day start ya .... Yesterday totally quite a good days or dk ? Hahas yesterday playing audi half , Mummy say : Go sleep hor ! Then i faster off computer then about that Darren call me . Then he at audi told me Must remind him Brush teeth then i told him Then he say ya hor ! Then his Dii pick up de called , Then he wats up sis ! me : Watsup bro ! Then we chat awhile he came back ...then he with me chat lurh ... Nothing much .... Then yesterday Chiong audi dens Then Darren say : I got is money , u see i so rich ! I say : lol -.-lll Mind thinking (Too much money on his mind issit ?) Yesterday quite fun niah .... After chatting with him until 1 plus like that going 2 am Then i go sleep , at the bed cannot sleep . Thinking lots of things .... thinking that i should face the fact that i had break I had lose him by my own words , so no point going back Now is the time to think about happy times , And yesterday Fever niah! Catch a cold . Then i sleeping from noon to evening while Darren call me niah ! Then .....wake up liao , giddy giddy like this then 2 days no go CCA for symphonic band ! Because of Stupid fever lurh ! -.- Then today PSLE result getting back , Wish Xingan Get her result good ar . Worries about her result ! Sian eh .... Recently ....moodless , health more weak le ar ... Dunno why .....bearing too dun think too much of such thing lerh ... Like darren say " Dun think too much la " Haishh --- But can i ? That day suet wei told me " that day saw him , he ask me to ask you to pass bak the art book" me " yeah i knew , but i dk how pass bak eh " suet wei " then ...?" Me " Help me pass bak eh " Suet wei " u tell elfin pass bak ar...." Me " Haishh nevermind reopen school tell someone put at his table then can lerh " (That time i real think lots of thing ) he forget me lerh ba ....then i should let go lerh ...isn't it ? Haishh Nevermind larh , at least got Honey , Xingan , Laogong , Baby , Korh , GF ... They all treat me very good ar .... They teng wo hen duo ..... Wo cong lai zai xue xiao mei you ren zen me dui wo hao guo Zi you na xie.....zai wai de peng you men dui wo hao ! :X Na wo jiu zhu gou le bu shi ma ? O; Zui jing xin qing ye shi yi xia zhi di yi xia zhi gao , zhen de shi bu zhi dao , dao di yao zhuo shen me ? Haishh bu yao xiang le ....Fan zheng dou jue ding fang xia lerh ... Wednesday, November 24, 2010 Dear diary , This those day i realise many thing . I thought friendship could last forever , But what i think was no one is a true friend . While u get mad each other talk bad behind the person . While u not angry and be good with her the same problem also will come, Now was like .... very moodless orh ... tio misunderstood . Then help also been scold , Relationship eh ...complicated much .... Xingan what should i Do O; ? O.O trusted most the more been betray , But with Daphne ...i didn't quarrel , we will never quarrel even we gap just one year we still understand each other more .... Wonder how he been ? Art book haven give back yet too .... Today flip over again , cry again -.-lll Wo zhen de bu zhi dao wei shen me wo zen me sha . Hao xiang zhen de bu zhi dao yao shen me cai hao ?? You yi ju hua shuo ai yi ge ren bu xu yao ren he li you dan ru guo zuo cuo lerh jiu bu neng zai hui tou lerh . Wo zhen de hao lei orh ...ming ming zhi dao ai ni que fang kai le ni ....Dan wo zhi dao jiang lai hai shi hui fen shuo ar.... Ni zhi dao zai na shi hou gen ni zai yi qi de shi hou you duo me de hao duo me de xin fu , dan ne? Wo bu neng .....yin wei wo zhi dao zhong you yi tian ni hai shi hui li kai de Bu shi ma ? O; Wo hao xiang ni orh ....zhen derh ....Jiu suan wo yi gen ni fen shuo . Dan wo zhi xiang kan dao ni ma .. Nan dao kan dao ni de ji hui dou mei you ma ? .... Wei shen me wo hai nian nian bu wang zhe ni ne ? Bu shi shuo hao wang ji de ma ....Dan wo zhi dao wo bu ke neng? Cong lai mei you zhen de ai guo yi ge ren zhe yang guo ... zhe shi di yi ci ye shi zui hou yi ci ba .... Xi wang wo huan le ni de shu , Dan que pa kan dao ni , mei nian jian ni de wo ....que hao lei orh ... Pa kan dao ni ..... Bu dong zen yang , jue de dui ni hen bu gong ping ... Dan you zhen yang? ...... Ni neng hui lai , bu neng ma ? .... suo yi ... Wo zhi hao fang xia yi qie , Zhong tou kai shi guo wo de ren sheng ba .... wo xiang tong le ....Wo bu neng zai zhe yang xia qu Ru guo zhen de you yi tian wo zhen zhuo qi lai dou bu neng de hua ? Daphne zen yang ban ? Suo yi da yin le ta wo bu neng ban dao ... End diary. Tuesday, November 23, 2010 Dear Diary , Date 23 november 2010 Everything change , Surrounding also change , so think everything exist not in the world , as long it live . U doesn't expect anyone trust at all cause u knew urself better than other isn't it ? Haishh this long time many thing could hardly change we no longer knew ourself . Like i say this few day i dun even knew what i am doing , Its all look like a dream to me . Could hardly seen clear by my own . Tiredness , feel like sleeping all the way throughout , haishh , Eventually those nonsense had enough of me too .... Friendship problem , relationship problem . Totally make me dunno how to stands . Now the only one whom will not quarrel with me is My Xingan . Even gap 1 years we didn't even quarrel at all without any thing She knew me well then other , while i sad she will cheer me up no matter what . Now i understand without true friend i still had someone that understand my feeling . Thats her ..... she the one whom understand much about me , we wont quarrel she fall i fall , If really she had anything that sad , i will let her lay on . Cause she my only dearest trust . Even now i look like death person i dunno what i am doing , i going Mia lerh ... But i promise her wont , i wont fall ...if i nearly gotta fall i will intend to stand up right . I wont ...i promise ...Thats what i could ... Now just tried to forget him ..... FORGET HIM let my life get better .... Daphne xingan u also ^^ Understood ? D; Remind the time when i was smile i was lost in a shopping centre and i can't find mama thats time i afraid losing mummy i find the whole shopping mall That time the afraid come to me now to lose him ....But i promise i need toooo ...really forget him The time being with him 31/08/2010 , I was happy , Lets says from the beginning i knew him from general office outside ... i not knew him much slowly slowly talk ... After those day slacking , from teacher days u ask me for stead while i on facebook that time i real thought ...through and accepted it ... The time being with you , i feel happy until days past .... Everytime u told me that meet at somewhere , u always late ... waited u even 1 hrs/2hrs i will not mumbling only that will patience to wait you But tiredness keep coming to me to me again and again slowly tiredness become loss ......Friendship problem coming also ...i wont knew how friend treated me as ...wanted me they will talk to me nice , while something happen they wont help , i am thinking? Is it friend like that treat me ? Does they really my true friend that i should trust . sometime while we quarrel , u always talk behind back of me while we be friend again ? U say u never , those is act or real did? I dunno ........ Friend ? does that really that trusted...); Relationship ? Does it consist me to love so deep for unforgettable him wo zhen de hen xiang wang ji ta orh ..... Ni zhi dao ma ...wo hao ai ni orh ...dan you zen yang ? Wo neng gai bian ming yun ma ? wo bu neng ...... dan shi ni dai gei wo de zhi shi kai xin gen lei .... wo hao lei ni zhi dao ma .....wo jue de wo men dou bu zhi dao yao shen me ? Ru guo zhen de you yi tian wo men zai yi qi jiu le , Wo men cheng shou le .... Wo jue de hao lei yin wei ni yi zhi zhe yang .... wo hui bu hui na shi shuo fen shou? Ni hui bu hui gen nan shou ? ..... Thats why i rather now ended it then choosen to go through more deep love for you . So sorry if i am unfair to you ); |
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